ಬೆಂಗಳೂರ ಹುಡುಗಿ

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Sometimes silence becomes the language of love. For the dumb,deaf,blind people we can see their love in different form. Here is a romantic poem of a boy and a girl who is a deaf. Even though she is deaf she can read lip movement.The boy meets the girl for the first time in bus stand. To meet her he comes so early to catch the bus. Only smile in their face nothing else. This silence continues for a month. After months of silence the boy wants to break his silence. But the girl thinks if he says also she can’t hear those beautiful words. Before he tells his love to her, she want to make him clear that she is deaf and whether he wants to continue his love even after knowing this. The boy says love has no language. Love is the language of itself. Now onwards my life is yours. But don’t ask my eyes because I have been seeing my love in your eyes. Until the last breath in my life I want to see the same love in your eyes and I will give the same.

ನೋಡುತಿಹೆನು ಬೆಂಗಳೂರ ಹುಡುಗಿ
ಬಿಳಿ ಬಣ್ಣದ ಹುಡುಗಿ ಕೆಂಪು ಕೆನ್ನೆಯ ಬೆಡಗಿ.

ಮಲ್ಲಿಗೆಯ ನಗು ಚೆಲ್ಲುತ್ತಾ
ಮೆಲ್ಲ ಮೆಲ್ಲನೆ ಬರುತಿಹೆ
ಕಾಣದಾದೇನು ಆ ಕೆಂದುಟಿಯ
ಬಳಿ ಬಂದು ಕುಳಿತಿಹೆ

ಹೃದಯ ಬಡಿತವು ಏರುತಿರಲು
ಪದಗಳಿಲ್ಲದೆ ಬರೆಯುತಿಹೆ
ಅವಳಂದದ ಮಾಲೆಯನು
ಮುತ್ತು ಹಾರದಲಿ ಜೋಡಿಸುತಿಹೇನು.

ಕೇಳಿದಳು ಆ ಬೆಡಗಿ
ಬರೆಯುತಿಹೆ ಏನೆಂದು ?
ಹೇಳದಾದೆನು ಬರೆಯುತಿಹೇನು
ಒಲುಮೆ ಪ್ರೆಮಗೀತೆಯನು .

ತಿಂಗಳುಗಳೇ ಕಳೆದಿಹುದು
ಬರಿ ನಗುವಿನಲ್ಲೇ ಸಮಯ ಕಳೆದಿಹೇನು.
ತಿಕ್ಷ್ನ ಕಣ್ಣುಗಳ ಮಿಲನವಾಗುತ್ತಿರಲು
ಕೇಳದಾದೆನು ಪ್ರೇಮ ಭೇಕ್ಷೆಯ ಅವಳೆದುರು.

ಅಂದು ಬಂದಿತು ಪ್ರೇಮಿಗಳ ದಿನವೊಂದು,
ಪ್ರೇಮ ಗೀತೆಯ ಹಾಡುವ ದಿನ ಅಂದು .
ಹಾಡಬೇಕೆಂದು ಬಾಯ ತೆರೆಯುತಿಹೆ
ಕೈಯ ಮುಚ್ಚಿದಳು ಮೆಲ್ಲನೆ .

ನಿನ್ನ ಸೋಲು ನೋಡಲಾರೆ
ನನ್ನ ಪ್ರೀತಿಯ ತಿಳಿಸಲಾರೆ
ಮೌನ ಎಂಬ ಭಾಷೆಯು ಹೇಳಿಹುದು
ನಿನ್ನ ಪ್ರೀತಿಯ ಆಳವ

ಕೆಳಲಾರೇನು ನಿನ್ನ ಪ್ರೇಮ ಪದಗಳ
ಕಿವಿಗಳೆರುಡು ನಿಷ್ಕ್ರಿಯವಾಗಿಹುದು
ಪ್ರೀತಿ ಒಂದೇ ನನ್ನುಸಿರು
ಬದುಕುವೆಯಾ ಈ ಅಬಲೆಯ ಜೊತೆ

ಪ್ರೀತಿಗೆ ಬಾಷೆ ಬೇಡ
ಕೇಳಲು ಪದಗಳೂ ಬೇಡ
ಪ್ರೀತಿಗೆ ಪ್ರೀತಿಯೇ ಭಾಷೆ
ನನ್ನ ಉಸಿರಾಗಿಸುವೆ ಗೆಳತಿ.

ನಮ್ಮ ಪ್ರೇಮಕೆ ಸಾಕ್ಷಿಯೆಂದು
ಮಳೆಹನಿಯು ಜಿನುಗುತಿಹುದು
ಮೋಡವೆಲ್ಲ ಅಕ್ಷತೆಯ ಹಾಕುತಿರಲು
ದೇವತೆಗಳೆಲ್ಲ ಬಂದಂತಿಹುದು

ನನ್ನ ಕಿವಿಗಳು ನಿನ್ನವುಗಳು
ನನ್ನ ಉಸೀರು ನಿನ್ನದಾಗಿದೆ
ಕೇಳದಿರು ಈ ಕಣ್ಣುಗಳ
ನೋಡಲಿ ಹೇಗೆ ನಿನ್ನ ಕಣ್ಣಲ್ಲಿರುವ ಪ್ರೀತಿಯ

ನೋಡುತಿಹೆನು ಬೆಂಗಳೂರ ಹುಡುಗಿ
ಬಿಳಿ ಬಣ್ಣದ ಹುಡುಗಿ ಕೆಂಪು ಕೆನ್ನೆಯ ಬೆಡಗಿ.

Has to further polish it

ಕವಿಯು ನಾನಲ್ಲ

8:41 AM 0 Comments A+ a-

This poem I wrote after reading mysooru mallige of KSN. I felt calling myself as a poet is like showing disrespect to legendary poets like KSN who is regarded as father of kannada romantic poetry. His imagination and romantic words can attract any one. Really he has become source of inspiration for improving myself and go ahead with my journey of imagination.

ಕವಿಯು ನಾನಲ್ಲ
ಕವಿಯ ಜ್ಞಾನವು ನನ್ನಲಿಲ್ಲ,
ನಿನ್ನ ಪೂಜಿಸಿ ಮುಂದೆ ಸಾಗಿಹೆನು
ಮುಂದೆ ಸಿಗುವುದೆಲ್ಲ ನನ್ನದಲ್ಲ.

ಕೈಯ ಕಟ್ಟಿ ಸುಮ್ಮನೆ ಕುಳಿತಿರಲು
ನನ್ನ ಬಳಿ ಆಗುವುದಿಲ್ಲ
ಪದಗಳ ಜೋಡಣೆ ಇಲ್ಲದೆ
ನನಗೆ ಮೋಕ್ಷವಿಲ್ಲ.

ಮೈಸೂರು ಮಲ್ಲಿಗೆಯ ಕಂಪು
ನನ್ನ ಪದಗಳಲ್ಲಿಲ್ಲ,
ಕಾರಣವೇನು ಕೇಳದಿರು
ನನ್ನ ಬಳಿ ಉತ್ತರವಿಲ್ಲ.

ಕವಿ ಎಂದು ನನ್ನ ನಾ ಬಣ್ಣಿಸಿದರೆ
ನಿನ್ನ ನಾ ಕರೆಯಲೇನು?
ನೀ ನನ್ನ ಕೈ ಹಿಡಿಯದಿರೆ
ನನ್ನ ಬಾಳಿಗೆ ಅರ್ಥವೇನು?

ಮಲ್ಲಿಗೆಯ ರಾಯರಂತೆ
ಮುನಿಯದಿರು ನನ್ನ ಪದಗಳ ಮುಂದೆ
ಮನ್ನಿಸು ತಂದೆ ಈ ಬಾಲಕನ
ಕರೆಯಲಾರೆ ನನ್ನ ಕವಿ ಎಂದು ನಿನ್ನ ಮುಂದೆ.

I was with celebrity Lara

2:50 AM 2 Comments A+ a-

This poem I wrote after seeing the poster of BLUE. Ofcourse Lara here is the diva Lara Dutta.


As I closed my eyes,
I was driven to a sight
Full of blue everywhere.
In the middle of river,
On the top of gigantic boat
Finding out where I am.

As the sun came down
A pink colour picture
seemed nearing me.
A blurred image became clear.
The image kissed on my forhead.
I couldn't believe I was with celebrity Lara.

Diving like a fish,
She looked like a queen
Of all the beautiful fishes.
As the tides kissing her cheeks,
I wish I would be there
But I was happy to be with celebrity Lara.

The dusk was gone,
Leaving the blue water
touched with sweet Lara alone.
Even dark water
Looked like a scenic beauty.
Because I was with celebrity Lara.

As I opened my eyes,
Everything looked like a strange thing,
As if I came from reality to dream.
I wish my eyes closed
To see the beauty of blue,
A beauty of celebrity Lara.

ನಾ ಬರೆಯದ ಆ ಕವನ

10:44 AM 0 Comments A+ a-

ನಾ ಬರೆಯದ ಆ ಕವನವ
ಮನದೊಳಗೆ ಅದುಮಿಟ್ಟು ಕುಳಿತು
ಕಣ್ಣಿರಿನ ಹನಿಯೊಂದಿಗೆ ಸರಸವ ಆಡಿ
ಕಾಡ್ಗಿಚ್ಚಿನಂತೆ ಹರಡಿರುವ ಪ್ರೀತಿಯ
ಹೃದಯದಿಂದ ಬೇರ್ಪಡಿಸಲಾರದೆ
ಕೈ ಕಟ್ಟಿ ಕುಳಿತಿರುವಂತಾಗಿದೆ ಈ ನನ್ನ ಬದುಕು.

ನನ್ನಲ್ಲಿ ಮೂಡಿದ ಚಿತ್ರವ
ಜೋಡಿಸುತ ವರ್ಷವೇ ಕಳೆದಿವೆ.
ಪ್ರತಿ ಚಿತ್ರದಲೂ ನಿನ್ನ ನೆರಳ ಛಾಯೆಯು
ಅಗೋಚರವಾಗಿ ಕಾಣಿಸುತ್ತಿರಲು
ಮೂಡಿದ ಚಿತ್ರವ ಛಿದ್ರಗೋಳಿಸಲಾರದೆ
ತಲ್ಲಣಿಸುತಿದೆ ಈ ನನ್ನ ಕನಸ್ಸು

ನನ್ನಲ್ಲಿ ಪ್ರತಿಫಲಿಸುತ್ತಿರುವ ಧ್ವನಿಯು
ನಿನ್ನಯ ಸಂಗೀತವಾಗಿ ಮಾರ್ಪಡುತ್ತಿರಲು
ಆ ಸಂಗೀತದ ಪ್ರತಿ ಪದಗಳೂ
ನಿನ್ನಯ ನಗುವಿನ ರೂಪವ ಪಡೆಯುತ್ತಿರಲು
ಆ ಧ್ವನಿಗೆ ಪೂರ್ಣವಿರಾಮ ಹಾಕಲಾಗದೆ
ದಿಕ್ಕೆ ತೋಚದಂತಾಗಿದೆ ಈ ನನ್ನ ಮನಸ್ಸು

ನಾ ಬರೆಯದ ಆ ಕವನವ
ಬರೆಯಲೆಂದು ಕುಳಿತರೆ
ಕೈಗೆ ತಾಕುವಂತಿದೆ ನಿರಾಸೆಯ ಕಾರ್ಮೋಡಗಳು
ಬರೆಯದೇ ಸುಮ್ಮನೆ ಕುಳಿತರೆ
ಹೃದಯದ ಬಿಸಿ ತಣ್ಣಗಾಗದೆ
ಉರಿಯುವಂತಾಗಿದೆ ಈ ಪದಗಳ ವೈಮನಸ್ಸು .

ಮರೆಯದಿರು ನೀ ಓ ಗೆಳೆಯ

10:52 AM 0 Comments A+ a-

I wrote it on engineers day.....

Dedicated to the man who dedicated his life for the nation and u cannot find a single field where he has not worked.......

The father of modern India ....
bharata ratna Sir M Visheshwarayya


ಕಡು ಕತ್ತಲದು
ಬೆಂಬಿಡದೆ ಸುತ್ತುತ್ತಿಹುದು
ಬೆಳಕಿನೆಡೆಗೆ ಕಣ್ಣಾಡಿಸುತ
ಜವ ಬರುವ ಸಮಯ ಸಮೀಪಿಸಲು
ಬೆಳಕಿನ ಹಣತೆಯ ನೀಡಿ
ಮರೆಯಾದ ಆ ಧಾರ್ಶನಿಕನ
ಮರೆಯದಿರು ನೀ ಓ ಗೆಳೆಯ.

ಜ್ಞಾನವೆಂಬ ಅರಗಿಣಿಯ
ಹುದುಕಾದುತ ದಿನ ಕಳೆಯಲು
ಬೆವರಿನ ಹನಿಗಳು
ಮುತ್ತಿನಂತೆ ಉದುರುತಿರಲು
ಜ್ಞಾನ ದೇಗುಲವ ನಿರ್ಮಿಸಿ
ಜ್ಞಾನ ದೇವತೆಯಾದ ಆ ಜ್ಞಾನಿಯ
ಮರೆಯದಿರು ನೀ ಓ ಗೆಳೆಯ

ಭೂಮಿಯನ್ನು ಉಳುಮೆಗಯ್ಯಲು
ಜಲ ದೇವನು ದೂರನಾಗಿ
ಭಂಜರು ಭೂಮಿಯ ಭಾರವೆತ್ತಿ
ತಣ್ಣೀರ ಬಟ್ಟೆಯಲಿರುತಿರಲು
ಭೂಮಿಗೆ ಜಲವ ನೀಡಿ
ಜಲರತ್ನಕ್ಕೂ ಮಿಗಿಲಾದ ಆ ಭಾರತ ರತ್ನನ
ಮರೆಯದಿರು ನೀ ಓ ಗೆಳೆಯ

ಅವರ ಸೇವೆ ತಲುಪದ ಮಣ್ಣಿಲ್ಲ
ವಯಸ್ಸಾದರೂ ಅವರ ಚೈತನ್ಯ ಕಳೆಗುಂದಲಿಲ್ಲ
ಜಲಶಕ್ತಿಯ ಮನಗಂಡ
ವಿಧ್ಯಾಭಾರತಿಯ ಸೇವೆಯಲ್ಲಿ
ಭಾರತ ಮಾತೆಯ ಮಡಿಲಲ್ಲಿ ಸಾವನ್ನಪ್ಪಿದ
ಆ ಅಮರ ಜೀವಿಯ
ಮರೆಯದಿರು ನೀ ಓ ಗೆಳೆಯ .

ಮತ್ತೊಮ್ಮೆ ಹುಟ್ಟಿ ಬಾ ನನ್ನೊಡೆಯ

11:39 AM 4 Comments A+ a-

I saw a cut out of Dr Rajkumar near Rajajinagar. In the top most corner one caption was there "Mattomme huttibaa". Seeing that I couldnot stop myself and I wrote this poem.A tribute to namma nimmellara annavru..

ಮತ್ತೊಮ್ಮೆ ಹುಟ್ಟಿ ಬಾ ನನ್ನೊಡೆಯ
ಕನ್ನಡದ ತಿಲಕವ ಮೇಲೆತ್ತಲು

ಕನ್ನಡದ ನಾಡಿನಲ್ಲಿ
ಕನ್ನಡದ ಕಂಪನ್ನು ಪಸರಿಸಲು ,
ಗಂಧದ ಗುಡಿಯ ಸಿರಿಯನ್ನು
ವಿಶ್ವದುದ್ದಕ್ಕೂ ಸಾರಲು ,
ಬಭ್ರುವಾಹನನ ರೂಪದಲ್ಲಿ
ಐತಿಹಾಸಿಕ ಪ್ರಜ್ಞೆ ಮೂಡಿಸಲು,
ಮತ್ತೊಮ್ಮೆ ಹುಟ್ಟಿ ಬಾ ನನ್ನೊಡೆಯ
ಕನ್ನಡದ ತಿಲಕವ ಮೇಲೆತ್ತಲು.

ಬಂಗಾರದ ಮನುಷ್ಯನು ನೀನು,
ಕನ್ನಡದ ಕಣ್ಮಣಿಯು ನೀನು ,
ಗುರು ರಾಘವೇಂದ್ರನ ಭಕ್ತನು ನೀನು,
ಕನ್ನಡ ಸಾಮ್ರಾಜ್ಯದ ವರ ನಟನು ನೀನು,
ಶಬ್ದವೇಧಿಯ ಬಾಣದಿ
ಕನ್ನಡ ಕುಲವ ಉದ್ಧರಿಸಲು ,
ಮತ್ತೊಮ್ಮೆ ಹುಟ್ಟಿ ಬಾ ನನ್ನೊಡೆಯ
ಕನ್ನಡದ ತಿಲಕವ ಮೇಲೆತ್ತಲು

ಕನ್ನಡವೇ ನಿನ್ನ ಧೈವ,
ಕನ್ನಡವೇ ನಿನ್ನುಸಿರು,
ಕನ್ನಡಮ್ಮನ ಮುದ್ದಿನ ಮಗ,
ಕನ್ನಡಿಗರ ಆರಾಧ್ಯ ಧೈವ ,
ಅಭಿಮಾನಿ ದೇವರುಗಳ ಕಣ್ಣೋರಿಸಲು,
ಗಾನ ಗಂಧರ್ವನ ರೂಪದಲ್ಲಿ
ಮತ್ತೊಮ್ಮೆ ಹುಟ್ಟಿ ಬಾ ನನ್ನೊಡೆಯ
ಕನ್ನಡದ ತಿಲಕವ ಮೇಲೆತ್ತಲು.

ಓ ಗೆಳತಿ

11:40 AM 1 Comments A+ a-

ಜಯದಲ್ಲಿ ನೋಡುವೆ ಓ ಗೆಳತಿ ನಿನ್ನನ್ನು ,
ಜಯದ ಹಾದಿಯಲ್ಲಿ ಹೋಗುವಾಗ,
ಮನದಲ್ಲಿ ನಿನ್ನಯ ಪೂಜೆಯ ಮಾಡುವೆನು,
ಹೃದಯದ ಕದ ತಟ್ಟಿ ಬಾಚುವೆನು ನೆನಪನ್ನು.

ಸೋಲಿನಲ್ಲಿ ಜಯವನ್ನು ಕಹಿಯಲ್ಲಿ ಸಿಹಿಯನ್ನು
ಕಾಣುವಂತೆ ಮಾಡಿರುವೆ ಓ ಗೆಳತಿ, ನಿನ್ನಯ
ಆಸರೆಯಲ್ಲಿ ಮಣ್ಣೂ ಹೊನ್ನಾಯಿತು,ಕಲ್ಲೂ
ಜೇನಾಯಿತು, ಬದುಕೂ ಕನಸಾಯಿತು.

ಸಕ್ಕರೆ ಪಾಕದಲ್ಲಿ ಲವಣವನ್ನು ಬಯಸಿದಂತೆ ,
ಕಲ್ಲಿನ ಮೂರ್ತಿಯಲ್ಲಿ ದೇವರನ್ನು ಕಾಣುವಂತೆ,
ಸಭ್ಯತಾ ಮೂರ್ತಿಯಲ್ಲಿ ಪ್ರೀತಿಯಲ್ಲಿ ಕಂಡೆನು,
ಹೋಳಾದ ಜೀವನವನ್ನು ಸರಿಪದಿಸದಾದೆನು.

ನಿನ್ನಯ ಚಿತ್ರಣವನ್ನು ಮನಸ್ಸಲ್ಲಿ ನೆಲೆ ಮಾಡಿ,
ಮಹತ್ವಾಕಾಂಕ್ಷೆಯನ್ನು ಹೊತ್ತು ಸಾಗಿಹೆನು,
ನಿನ್ನನ್ನೇ ಸ್ಪೂರ್ತಿಯನ್ನಾಗಿಸಿ, ಜೀವನಾಡಿಯನ್ನಾಗಿಸಿ
ಬಾಹ್ಯಾಕಾಶ ಜೀವನದಲ್ಲಿ ಸಾಗಿಹೆನು,
ಓ ಗೆಳತಿ ನಿನ್ನನ್ನೇ ಗುರುವನ್ನಾಗಿಸಿ ಸಾಗಿಹೆನು.

12:23 PM 0 Comments A+ a-

This poem I wrote for my colleague, who is just like my elder sister. When she was getting married, I gave this as a gift to my sister along with one more poem. Her name is Mangala, so I coined this term. And her husband name is Manjunath, so I have used his name in the last stanza.

ನಿನಗೆ ಮಂಗಳವಾಗಲಿ

ನಿನಗೆ ಮಂಗಳವಾಗಲಿ


ಮಲ್ಲಿಗೆಯ ಹೂವಿನಂತಹ ನಗುವಿನಲ್ಲಿ

ಕೊಂಚ ನಾಚಿಕೆಯ ಝಲಕ್ಕು ಕಾಣುತ್ತಿರಲು

ಬೆರಳಂಚಿನಲ್ಲಿ ನಾಟ್ಯರಾಜನು ನರ್ತಿಸುತ್ತಿರಲು

ಎದೆಯಿಂದ ಪ್ರೀತಿಯ ಗುಲಾಬಿ ಅರಳುತ್ತಿರಲು

ನವ ಜೀವನಕ್ಕೆ ಕಾಲಿಡುತ್ತಿರುವ

ನಿನಗೆ ಮಂಗಳವಾಗಲಿ

ನಿನಗೆ ಮಂಗಳವಾಗಲಿ




ನವ ಯೌವನ ತುಳುಕುತ್ತಿದೆ

ಗೃಹಸ್ಥಾಶ್ರಮ ಕರೆಯುತ್ತಿದೆ

ತವರಿನ ನೆನಪುಗಳು ಕಾಡುತ್ತಿವೆ

ಬಾವನೆಗಳು ಹೊರಗೆಡುಹದೆ

ಎದೆಯಲ್ಲಿ ಏನೋ ತಲ್ಲಣವಾಗುತ್ತಿರಲು

ನಿನಗೆ ಮಂಗಳವಾಗಲಿ

ನಿನಗೆ ಮಂಗಳವಾಗಲಿ




ಹೃದಯದಲ್ಲಿ ಅವನು ಅಧಿರಾಜನು

ಅವನ ಮಾತುಗಳು ಕಿವಿಯಲ್ಲಿ ಹನಿಗಳು

ಅವನ ನಗುವು ಮನದಲ್ಲಿ ಝೇಂಕರಿಸುತ್ತಿರಲು

ಕನಸ್ಸಿನ ಗೋಪುರವು ಮುಗಿಲೆತ್ತರ ಮುಟ್ಟುತ್ತಿರಲು

ಉಲ್ಲಾಸದ ಮಳೆಯು ಚಿಮ್ಮುತ್ತಿರಲು

ನಿನಗೆ ಮಂಗಳವಾಗಲಿ

ನಿನಗೆ ಮಂಗಳವಾಗಲಿ



ಹೊಸದೊಂದು ಜಗತ್ತು ನಿನ್ನದಾಗಲಿ

ಮಂಜುನಾಥನ ದಯೆಯು ನಿನಗಿರಲಿ

ಮಧುರವಾದ ನೆನಪುಗಳೊಂದಿಗೆ

ಶಿವ ಪಾರ್ವತಿ ಮಿಲನವೂ ನಾಚುವಂತೆ

ನಿಮ್ಮ ಪ್ರೇಮೋತ್ಸವ ಸಮಿಪಿಸುತ್ತಿರಲು

ನಿನಗೆ ಮಂಗಳವಾಗಲಿ
ನಿನಗೆ ಮಂಗಳವಾಗಲಿ

ನಿನ್ನ ಮಧುರ ಸ್ಪರ್ಶವನ್ನು ಮರೆಯುವುದಾದರೂ ಹೇಗೆ ?

12:06 PM 4 Comments A+ a-

It may look like romantic poem. But this poem I wrote on fathers day dedicating to all fathers.A man loves his wife more than anything. He looses her in a operation while she is giving birth to a daughter. In such a situation he looses all his desire to live. He thinks for whom he has to live. In such a situation a beautiful touch from a baby stops him. He reinvent himself.After 20 years when his daughter has left his home to enter a new life, alone in his home turns his pages of life.

ನಿನ್ನ ಮಧುರ ಸ್ಪರ್ಶವನ್ನು
ಮರೆಯುವುದಾದರೂ ಹೇಗೆ ?

ಮನದಾಳದಿಂದ ಉಕ್ಕಿ ಹರಿದು ಬಂದ
ಕಣ್ಣಿರಿನ ಹನಿಗಳು
ಜೀವನಕ್ಕೆ ಸ್ಪೂರ್ತಿಯಂತಿದ್ದ
ಅವಳ ಮಧುರ ನೆನಪುಗಳು
ಮಡದಿಯ ಕಳೆದುಕೊಂಡು ಭಾವನಾಡಿಯಿಂದ
ಬಂದಂತಹ ದುಃಖದ ಬಗೆಗಳು
ಎಲ್ಲವೂ ಮರೆತು ಹೊಸ
ಜೀವನಕ್ಕೆ ಕರೆಕೊಟ್ಟ
ನಿನ್ನ ಮಧುರ ಸ್ಪರ್ಶವನ್ನು
ಮರೆಯುವುದಾದರೂ ಹೇಗೆ?


ತಾಯಿ ಇಲ್ಲದ ತಬ್ಬಲಿ ನೀನು
ತಾಯಿಯ ಕೊರತೆ ಇಲ್ಲದೆ ಬೆಳೆಸಿದೆ ನಾನು,
ಉಪ್ಪಿನ ಮೂಟೆ ಹೊತ್ತದ್ದು ನಾನು
ನಿನ್ನ ಆಟಕ್ಕೆ ಅಶ್ವವಾದದ್ದು ನಾನು,
ಬೆಳೆಗಿನಿಂದ ಸಂಜೆಯವರೆಗೆ
ಆಟದ ಗೊಂಬೆಯಾದದ್ದು ನಾನು,
ನಿನ್ನ ನಗುವಿನಲ್ಲಿ ಮೈಮರೆತಿದ್ದು ನಾನು,
ಅವಳ ಕಳೆದುಕೊಂಡು ದುಃಖದ ಮದುವಿನಲ್ಲಿದ್ದ ನನಗೆ
ಸಂಜೀವಿನಿಯಾಗಿದ್ದು ನೀನು
ಹೀಗಿರುವಾಗ,
ನಿನ್ನ ಮಧುರ ಸ್ಪರ್ಶವನ್ನು
ಮರೆಯುವುದಾದರೂ ಹೇಗೆ?

ಕಾಲೇಜಿನಲ್ಲಿ ನೀನು ಪ್ರೀತಿಸಿದ ಹುಡುಗನಲ್ಲಿ
ನಿನ್ನ ಮಧುವೆ ಮಾಡಿಸಿದ್ದು ನಾನೇ,
ನಿನ್ನ ವಿರಹ ತಾಳಲಾರದೆ ಈಗ
ಚದಪದಿಸುತ್ತಿರುವುದೂ ನಾನೇ,
ನೀನೆ ಪ್ರಪಂಚವಾಗಿದ್ದ ನನಗೆ
ಬದುಕು ಶೂನ್ಯವಾಗುತ್ತಿದೆ ಈ ಬಗೆ
ಸಾವಿರಲಿ ಬದುಕಿರಲಿ
ಈ ಜೀವನಕ್ಕೆ ಅರ್ಥ ಕಲ್ಪಿಸಿಕೊಟ್ಟ
ನಿನ್ನ ಮಧುರ ಸ್ಪರ್ಶವನ್ನು
ಮರೆಯುವುದಾದರೂ ಹೇಗೆ?

ಕಾಳಿದಾಸನ ಧಾರವಾಡದ ಹುಡುಗಿಯೇ

12:53 PM 1 Comments A+ a-

ಧಾರವಾಡದ ಹುಡುಗಿಯೇ

ಯಾಕೆ ಹಿಂಗೆ ಮಾಡ್ತಿಯೇ

ಕೋಳಿ ಜುಟ್ಟು ಹಿಡ್ಕೊಂಡು

ಬಾ ನೀ ಬಾ


ಮನೆಹಾಳ ಒಡತಿಯೇ

ಗಂಡು ಬೀರಿ ರೌಡಿಯೇ

ಗಂಡಸರೆಲ್ಲ ಹೆದರುವಂತೆ

ಬಾ ನೀ ಬಾ

ಸ್ವೀಟು ಕೇಳಿದ್ರೆ ನೀನು

ನಿಮ್ಮಪ್ಪ ಕೊಡ್ತಾನ ಅಂತಿಯ

ಹೆಸರು ಕೇಳಿದ್ರೆ ನೀನು

ಓದೆ ಕೊಡ್ತಿನಂತಿಯ

ಸೀನಿಯರ್ಸು ಅಂದರೆ ನೀನು

ಹುರಿಗಡಲೆ ಅಂತಿಯ

ಒಟ್ಟಿನಲ್ಲಿ ನೀನು

ಹಕ್ಕಿಯಂತೆ ಹಾರುತ್ತಿಯಾ
ದಾ...................


ತ್ರೀ ನಾಟ್ ಟೆನ್ ಅಂತಿಯೇ

ನೋಟಿನಂತೆ ಕುಣಿತಿಯೇ

ಸ್ಕೂಟಿಯಲ್ಲಿ ಕುಳಿತುಕೊಂಡು

ಬಾ ನೀ ಬಾ




ಎಲೆಕ್ಟ್ರಿಕಾಲ್ ಸೈನ್ಸ್ ಹುಡುಗಿಯೇ

ಎಲೆಕ್ಟ್ರಿಕ್ ಶಾಕ್ ಕೊಡ್ತಿಯೇ

ಹಿಂದೆ ಬರುವ ಮಜ್ನುಗೆಲ್ಲ

ಲೈಲಾ ನೀನು ಆಗ್ತಿಯೇ

ಡಿಸ್ಕೋ ಕ್ಲಬ್ಗೆ ಹೋಗ್ತಿಯೇ

ಕುಣಿದು ನಲಿದು ಕುಪ್ಪಳಿಸ್ತಿಯೇ

ಕನಸಿನ ಕನ್ಯೆಯಾಗಿ

ಕನಸಲ್ಲೆಲ್ಲ ಸತಾಯಿಸ್ತಿಯೇ
ದಾ ............................

ನೀನಿಲ್ಲದೆ ಸವಿಯುವ ಕಲ್ಪನೆಯಾದರೂ ಏಕೆ?

12:04 PM 0 Comments A+ a-

ನಾ ತಣ್ಣಗಿನ ತಂಗಾಳಿಯಲ್ಲಿ
ಮೈ ಮರೆತು ಕುಳಿತಿರುವಾಗ
ನೀ ಮೈ ಕೊರೆಯುವ ಚಳಿಯಲ್ಲಿ
ಶೀಖರವ ಏರುತಿರುವುದಾದರು ಏಕೆ ?

ನಾ ಬೆಚ್ಚಗಿನ ಹೊದಿಕೆಯಲ್ಲಿ
ನಿದ್ರಾ ದೇವತೆಯ ಬಳಿ ಹೋದಾಗ
ನೀ ನಿದ್ರಾ ಹೀನನಾಗಿ
ದೂರಕೆ ಹೋಗುತ್ತಿರುವುದಾದರೂ ಏಕೆ?

ನಾ ನನ್ನ ಪ್ರೇಯಸಿಯ ಜೊತೆ
ಊರಿನ ಬೀದಿ ತಿರುಗುತ್ತಿರುವಾಗ
ನೀ ಮಡದಿಯ ಬಿಟ್ಟು
ಪರ್ವತ ತಪ್ಪಲ ಬಳಿ ತಿರುಗುತ್ತಿರುವುದಾದರು ಏಕೆ ?

ನಾ ಉದುರುವ ಹುಲ್ಲುಗಡ್ಡಿ
ನೀ ಪರ್ವತ ಶಿಖರ
ಈ ಉದುರುವ ಹುಲ್ಲುಗಡ್ಡಿಯ
ರಕ್ಷಿಸಲು ಪಣ ತೊಟ್ಟಿರುವುದಾದರೂ ಏಕೆ?

ನಾ ಸ್ವತಂತ್ರನು
ನೀ ಸ್ವಾತಂತ್ರ್ಯದ ರಕ್ಷಕನು
ನೀ ಕೊಟ್ಟ ಈ ಭೀಕ್ಷೆಯನ್ನು
ನೀನಿಲ್ಲದೆ ಸವಿಯುವ ಕಲ್ಪನೆಯಾದರೂ ಏಕೆ?

ಕೆಂಬಣ್ಣದ ಸೀರೆ

6:31 AM 0 Comments A+ a-

ವೇದಿಕೆಯ ಮೇಲೆ

ಕೆಂಬಣ್ಣದ ಸೀರೆ,

ಮನಸ್ಸಿನ ಅಂಗಳದಲ್ಲಿ

ಹದಿಹರೆಯದ ಬಾಲೆ ,

ಕಣ್ಣೆಂಬುದು ನೋಡುತಿಹುದು

ಅವಳಂಧದ ಓಲೆ ,

ನನ್ನನ್ನು ಆವರಿಸಿಹುದು

ಮನ್ಮಥನ ಮಾಲೆ .


ಅವಳ ನೋಡಿದ ಆ ಕ್ಷಣದಿಂದ

ಹೃದಯ ತಾಪವ ತಣಿಸದಾದೆನು ಎನ್ನಲೇ,

ಅವಳ ಆ ಮೈಮಾಟವ ನೋಡಿ

ಕಣ್ಣ ಮುಚ್ಚದಾದೆನು ಎನ್ನಲೇ,

ಅವಳ ಮುಗ್ಧತೆಯ ನೋಡಿ

ಮನದ ಇಂಗಿತ ತಡೆಯದಾದೆನು ಎನ್ನಲೇ,

ಪ್ರೀತಿ ಎಂಬ ಬಲೆಗೆ ಸೋಕಿ

ನನ್ನ ನಾ ಬಂಧಿಸದಾದೆನು ಎನ್ನಲೇ



ಅವಳಿಂದ ದೂರಕೆ ಹೋಗಲೆಂದರೂ

ಮರು ದಿನವೂ ಅವಳ ಅಂದವ ಕಾಣುವೆನು

ಎಲ್ಲವೂ ಮರೆತು ಓದಲು ಕುಳಿತರೂ

ಕಾಗದದ ಪ್ರತಿಯಲ್ಲೂ ಆ ನಗುವ ಕಾಣುವೆನು

ಕಣ್ಣ ಮುಚ್ಚಿ ಧ್ಯಾನ ಮಾಡಿದರೂ

ಮೇನಕೆಯ ಹಾಗೆ ಬಳಿ ಬಂದು ಕುಳಿತು ಕೊಳ್ಳುವಳು

ಪ್ರತಿಯೊಂದು ಹೆಜ್ಜೆಯಲ್ಲೂ ಪ್ರತಿಯೊಂದು ಬಣ್ಣದಲ್ಲೂ

ಆ ಕೆಂಬಣ್ಣದ ಸೀರೆ ನನ್ನೆದುರು ಕಾಣುವುದು

ಆ ಕೆಂಬಣ್ಣದ ಸೀರೆ ನನ್ನೆದುರು ಕಾಣುವುದು

Appreciation

4:28 AM 2 Comments A+ a-

Whenever he walked down the street,
He looked humble and descent.
Dressed in formal
With well body built,
Always smile on his face
While talking to his mates.

Whatever he used to do,
He worked harder than his strength.
Always his feet
Touching the ground
And his eyes looking for
The appreciation of his work.

With whomever he will talk,
They were pleased with his manner,
Never quarelled
With any of his mates
And Always trying to
Capture attention of his mates.

With forty years gone
Working for his self,
Sacrificing everything
For his small kids,
Still trying to get
love from his family.

As he moved with his life,
He saw a young man
Trying for the same thing
What he used to do,
Looking for the appreciation
For his hardwork.

As he moved towards him,
His eyes become wet.
Tried to appreciate his work,
But couldnt utter a single word.
Pating on his back,
He moved back to his original life.


Morning when he walked down the street,
People started congratulating him.
He suddenly realised that
He was promoted to top most position.
Finally he enjoyed the appreciation
He starved for his entire life.


As he began to think,
What made people notice his work now?
He found out the truth that
He has started appreciating other's work.
When you live in your self
You will not notice the whole world.
When you live with the whole world
People will notice you for your work.

Angel

11:07 PM 2 Comments A+ a-

One day God came to me,
To tell his love towards me.
I asked why did you come here.
I don’t need your love anymore.

He was shocked,
But saw the Angel beside me.
He smiled and told to me,
Yes, you don’t need anything.

The angel came to me.
To tell her love towards me.
I told you don’t have to express it.
You have made my life beautiful.

My life has become beautiful,
Ever since I landed on this earth.
Because God has created
This angel before me.

Whenever I failed,
She lifted my spirit.
Whenever I succeeded,
She made me humble.

I never wanted love,
Because this angel is with me.
To take care of my life.
To make it sweeter than her life.

Thousands of people
May enter into my life.
But this angel stands
Above all those people in my life.

My dear sweetest Angel,
I want to tell you one thing.
God loves me more than anyone.
Because he has created you before me.













On her birthday to my dearest sister straight from my heart

Your's
Putta

Love - A way to heaven

10:32 PM 2 Comments A+ a-

In the dream of my life
I walked in the street of heaven,
A land with prosperity
And people with generosity.


Sitting in the corner of street
I was witnessing the beauty,
A beauty of smile
In every one's bright face.


As I moved further
I saw her dressed in white,
A symbol of love and peace
And spirit with full of confidence.


I couldn't stop thinking
Why they are all happy?
When the whole world is
Crying without food and shelter.


It took me a minute
To realize the reason,
But the love has done
What other's failed to do?


I too fell in love
With my endless failures,
Now I too smiling
Loving myself more than anyone.

Aspects of Energy Consumption and Saving in Computer

8:57 AM 1 Comments A+ a-

We are living in the era of computers. We are using computers in every field and we always measure the performance of computers in terms of speed and portability. But do we ever have spoken in terms of energy? Do we know how much electric energy it consumes?


Today we see power cuts in our cities and energy sources like petrol and diesel’s prices are moving out of normal man’s reach. Seeing all these things do we ever think about saving energy while using computers? In this article I have put some information which can help you in saving energy.


Our Desktop computer uses about 60 – 250 watts of power where as some other computers use more. With most devices we can look at the label to see how much energy it can consume. Each part in computer accounts for different level of energy consumption. So architecture of computer will determine the power consumed by that system.

How much power computer used to consume in earlier days?
The first electronic computer was invented in 1946. Since then lot of changes have occurred in the architecture and organization (material which they are made of) of computers and hence the power consumption by the computers. Earlier computers were using vacuum tubes and it consumed power of the order of several kilowatts ie thousands of watts. The ENIAC computer could perform 5000 arithmetic calculations per second, weighing 30 tons, containing 18000 vacuum tubes, consuming 150 kilowatts of power. EDVAC consumed 50kwatts. ORDVAC consumed 35 kwatts and UNIVAC-I consumed 124.5 kwatts on an average (these are all earlier computers). The power is dissipated both by the action of the switching devices contained in the CPU (such as transistors or vacuum tubes) as well as energy lost in the form of heat due to the resistivity of the electrical circuits.


Computer organisation and architecture - a major factor in power consumption
Do you know microcontrollers? These microcontrollers are used in embeded technology like robotics etc. Once I asked one of my friends working in the field of embeded systems: “can we replace microprocessors with the micro controller in PC’s?”. He told many reasons and one of them was if we use microcontroller of microprocessor capacity, it will burst whole PC(personnal computer). Because power consumed by it and hence the heat produced by it will be more. So architecture and organisation of computers and its implementation has a major role in saving energy.

In earlier days the CPU component was accounted for most of the power consumed. Now a day, majority of the computer’s energy is consumed by monitors.


CPU
But today we have CPUs like Intel XScale that can consume only 0.5 watts of power. We are able to find CPUs consuming power in the range 9-125 watts of power. If we are using a mobile (Motorola) it uses only 3 watts when we are on call and 2 watts when idle. AMD 64 FX a multicore processor uses about 125 watts.






Monitor
If some one wants to buy a computer he will first see speed of processor, then memory requirements (both primary and secondary) and then he goes for the monitor. Different varieties of monitors are coming in the market. Conventional computer systems have used cathode ray tube (CRT) technology for the computer display. However, in the past decade technological advances in Thin Film Transistor (TFT) Liquid Crystal Displays (LCD) have made this increasingly popular. Do you know why? There are many reasons and one of them is power saving.


DO LCDs save energy?
Yes. LCDs use considerably less energy than CRTs, both when running and also when in standby mode. Overall, LCDs can reduce display energy use by some 60%. For
example, a 15” LCD uses around 25 watts when operational and around 3 watts when in
standby mode, compared with an equivalent viewing area 17” CRT that uses 80 watts when operational and 5 watts in standby mode. LCD screens recover from standby faster
than CRTs and consume less power when they do this. LCDs do not emit the same
heat load as does a CRT , and this saves energy on air conditioning in a building. The uniform brightness of an LCD screen means that the screen can better tolerate variations in light levels, and reductions in lighting also saves energy.


A Japanese study in the beginning of 2003 estimates that if Japan continues on its path towards replacing old CRTs with new LCDs so that some 76% of displays will be LCDs by the end of 2003, this will save 3 billion KWh of power consumption (the equivalent of the total power consumption of 1,000,000 households or the power production of about 3 nuclear power plants).


The Laptops and TFT monitors use this LCD technology. Our laptop uses about 15-45 watts only, that is very small compared to what CRTs consume.




What is LCD ?
I think people have heard about LCD. Now a days, TV with LCD screen is very popular. LCD -- the name itself is little confusing. Liquid is completely different from crystal, then what is this Liquid Crystal!! They are neither liquid nor solid. Liquid crystals are closer to liquid state than solid. It takes fair amount of heat to change a suitable substance from solid into liquid crystal. It takes little more heat to convert into real liquid. They are very sensitive to temperature. It works on the principle of polarization. It is placed in between two polarized glasses.


Now a days TFT technology is used in LCD which will save more energy than earlier passive matrix LCD displays. The benefit of a TFT monitor is a separate, tiny transistor for each pixel on the display. Because each transistor is so small, the amount of charge needed to control it is also small. This allows for very fast re-drawing of the display, as the image is re-painted or refreshed several times per second. Since amount of charge needed to work is small, the power consumption is also less.


Here is some information about power consumption by some monitors.







Are we switching off monitor while not using it?
Some people are used to sleep, listening to songs in computer. In such a situation they always forget to switch off the monitor. If we are copying something, suppose it takes lot of time and we are not doing anything else in computer, so better we switch off our monitor. It will save lot of energy. If we turn off monitor it will use only 0-10 watts of power.


Adjusting power settings on our computer to automatically go to standby/sleep mode after few minutes also saves energy. In sleep or standby mode it will use 1-6 watts of power. Here is some information about the power consumption by a monitor in different mode.



Apple iMac G5 w/built in 20" LCD screen





This is all about how much the main components of computer consume power. Whether the power consumption depends on the tasks we do on computer? Processor intensive tasks and I/O intensive tasks consume more energy. Email and word processors consume less energy where as the computation done by ALU (Arithmetic Logic Unit) uses more. Copying of files from CDs and other I/O devices use more energy since it is related to memory.


Some people think that putting screen saver saves energy. But it is not true. It is recommended because it keeps CRT safe from damage. If you click refresh it will also consume energy.


This is all about importance of energy in computers. But computers account for only a fraction of worldwide electrical use, even with the burgeoning Internet usage. Air conditioning, lighting, refrigeration, etc. account for a lot more. In fact, as inefficient CRT monitors are being phased out in favor of newer LCD screens, energy consumption by computer is likely to remain flat or even go down over the next several years.




This article is published in our college magazene.

As I move towards you

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As I move towards you,
I fear of my moving legs.
As I hear the voice of you,
I fear of my hearing ears.
As I feel the presence of you,
I fear of my feeling sense.
As I saw the beautiful eyes of you,
I fear of my beautiful eyes.
I don’t know why I fear of you?
But I fear of my own existence.

When I first saw you,
I start looking at you.
Your smile made me mad for sometime.
But I wanted to be mad at that time.
Your eyes made me to drive in dream.
But I wanted to be driven in dream.

As if the honeybee attracted towards flower.
I was attracted towards your likings.
As If the wind blowing towards sea,
I was moving towards sea of beauty.

I don’t know why I am in love with you.
But its love of great height and dream of several miles
You like me or not.
It’s the fate of my life and destiny of my love.

I don’t know why I fear of you?
I fear of my own existence.







My first and worst poem. I want you people's suggestion so that I can preserve this poem for my future also.

ತೇಜಸ್ವಿ

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Ofcourse my favourite personality in kannada literature is Poorna Chandra Tejaswi. I first read his kannada translated Jim's Corbett hunting books. The tigers and the deep forest were my friend in sleeping hour or you may call that as study hour. His simple and inovative style of narration I liked most. When he died , I felt like missing my mentor. He may have died but his works coninue to impress the people all around world.

ಹಕ್ಕಿಗಳ ನೀನಾದ ಕೇಳಲು
ಪ್ರಾಣಿ ಸಂಕುಲವ ರಕ್ಷಣೆಗೈಯ್ಯಲು
ದೇವಲೋಕದಿಂದ ಕೆಳಗಿಳಿದು ಬಂದ
ಪೂರ್ಣಚಂದ್ರನೂ ನಾಚುವಂತೆ
ಮಲೆನಾಡ ತಪ್ಪಲಿನಲ್ಲಿ
ಉದಯಿಸಿದನು ಈ ತೇಜಸ್ವಿ


ಬಿಳಿ ಕುರುಚಲು ಗಡ್ಡದಲ್ಲಿ
ಕೊಂಚ ನಗುವನ್ನು ಬೀರುತ್ತ
ನವ್ಯ ಸಾಹಿತ್ಯದಲ್ಲಿ
ತುಸು ವಿಸ್ಮಯವನ್ನು ಚೆಲ್ಲುತ್ತಾ
ಪರಿಸರ ರಕ್ಷಣೆಗೆ ವೃತ್ತಿಯ ತ್ಯಜಿಸಿದ
ನೇರ ಮಾತುಗಳ ಸರದಾರ
ಈ ಧಿಮಂತ ತೇಜಸ್ವಿ

ಮಲೆನಾಡ ಚಿತ್ರಣವನ್ನು ಶಬ್ಧಗಳಲ್ಲಿ ಸೆರೆಹಿಡಿದು
ವಿಶ್ವ ಮಾನವ ಸಂದೇಶವ ವಿಶ್ವಕ್ಕೆ ಸಾರಿದ
ಕನ್ನಡ ಅಂಗ್ಲ ಭಾಷೆಗೆ ಕೊಂಡಿಯಂತೆ ಬೆಳೆದ
ಕರ್ವಾಲೋದಿಂದ ಹಿಡಿದು ಮಂದಣ್ಣನ ಸಾಹಸಗಾಥೆವರೆಗೆ
ಹಾಸ್ಯ ಗಂಭೀರಗಳೇ ಮೊದಲಾದ
ನವರಸಗಳ ಮಿಶ್ರಣವ ಉಣಬಡಿಸಿದ
ಕನ್ನಡ ಸಾಹಿತ್ಯ ಪ್ರೇಮಿಗಳ ಹೃದಯವ ಕಬಳಿಸಿ,
ಅಗಲಿದ ಚೇತನ ಈ ಪೂರ್ಣಚಂದ್ರ ತೇಜಸ್ವಿ
ಅಮರನಾಗಲಿ ಈ ತೇಜಸ್ವಿ.

Ujire : Not just memories

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She was dressed in white, curly hairs with bob cut. Her smile added to her beauty. For a second, I thought I was in some other world. She looked descent and I wanted to talk to her. But I did’nt have that much courage to go ahead and talk to a girl freely. As I was thinking about all these things she has already left. I just thought she is too much high level girl and I wanted to leave that matter there only. But it was not easy for me. I saw her singing on the stage and her melodious voice touched my heart. I thought it was just a infatuation and wanted to leave it.

I was in hurry to the college as I was late already. While I was on the way to college, I saw a little girl fall while running. She was profusely bleeding. I just took her to a near by shop and bought a band-aid and pasted on her wound. She was cute and told me thank you uncle. I said you could call me Brother or friend instead of Uncle. As I was in a hurry,I forgot to ask her name. After few days I met her again. I heard the sounds of somebody calling Uncle. I turned back, it was the same little girl. As she addressed me Uncle I replied “Hello aunty how are you”?.She smiled at me and gave me a chocolate. For my question she smiled and she gave me one small chocolate. I do not know if I have ever got such a happiness from anybody. It was a joy what my Dad used to get seeing me happy, it was a joy my sister used to get whenever I used to do some mischievous thing. I asked her name and she told me T______. After hearing that name I was in the fourth world. I just took her to the shop and bought her a dairy milk chocolate. She smiled and went to her school. After that I met her many times and whenever I met her, if I was alone, I used to give her dairy milk. She is a sweet sister. She is the sweetest part of my life in the two-years journey in Ujire.

I was attacked by Anemia at the end of my 1st PUC. I took my Dad to Kumar Hegde Sir. In lab how he used to scold me for poor drawing. But now he was calm and told me you will be given entry to next year without exam if Principal gives permission. He took us to Principal chamber. I always respected my principal and also I feared him the most. He asked me are you in a position to take the examination ? I don’t know what answer I wanted to tell but I said I would write my exams. It was a miracle I passed my exams with 1st class.

I was very happy that day. I saw her so close. Some of the biology students were put into E section which is meant for computer science.” Now she is my class mate”, that feeling only made me very happy. Her innocent smile, her entry into class, more than anything her melodious voice put a fire in my heart. This fire just kept me cool in summer and warm in winter. I never wanted to fall in love once again but I was out of control.

One day Mayya Sir stopped me while I was going with my friends and asked me why are you so dull these days. You were very active in my mathematics class. Now a days the smile is missing on your face. Any problem? Defending me my friends told now a day he is concentrating in language classes. That was not true but when I have no answer for his question I shook my head. I just never saw this change in me. I thought too much into what he said. Why I have come here? My dad has never forced me on anything. He has supported during my failures too. I thought I have to study well and started studying seriously. But it was too late. Once again I was attacked by anemia. I consulted doctor and he told its dehydration nothing else. I had no choice but to face exam. Otherwise I would have missed one year.

Dad came to Ujire during my exams. Parents did not have the previllege to stay at gurukula. Dad stayed in Dharmastala and morning he came to take me to the exam hall. My eyes were totally blocked. I sat in a wrong seat, as I was not in position to see my number correctly. Later the lecturer took me to my seat. In same tiredness I faced 5 exams. During my Sanskrit exam, I recovered bit and faced my exams with some preparation. Except that exam the other exams totally went bad including my favorite physics and mathematics. When I reached home I got to know I was suffering from anemia. For 30 days I took complete bed rest and some how managed to write CET exam.

After my last exam, I took a glimpse of the entire college for a moment. I thought my life is incomplete without all these experiences. I will miss my friends, I will miss the unity of E section, I will miss Siddavana’s electrifying atmosphere, T______, I will miss T.N. Keshav, Mayya Sir, Kumar Hegde, Naveen Sir , Ganesh Hegde , each and every staff. I will not get a beautiful teachers like this. I will not get an entertainment class like Purohit Sir’s Sanskrit(some time very boring). For the last time I wanted to say sorry to Ramya madam for the stupid discussion in English class. Finally I didn’t talk to T______. More than anything I missed the small kid T______. I don’t know I loved the small kid too much or my love. But I changed my dairy name to the small kid’s name. She used to say, “ Uncle sorry bro, if smile is not there in your face you doesn’t look good”. She became an inspiration for my smile and my love became an inspiration for my poetry.

Janata : Haunting memories

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I just don’t know what is going on in my mind. I will not be here where I spent my most memorable days. I just miss all my best friends, Sumukh,Shivappa(Shiv Prasad),Shreyank,Sharma,Yogi,Sumant, Hari ,Madhu,Nischu,Prasanna,Gonza and ofcourse Sanskrit class. I will miss the days where I used to sit in the back seat of Sumukh’s bicycle. I will miss the days where Shivappa and me sitting together in the class and commenting on all. I will miss having fun in Nischal’s home. I just miss Hari’s mimicry, Sharma's cool nature, Yogi’s scolding, Shreyank’s smile . How he was making fun of my innoscence. I will not get a good person like Sumant in my life. I will no longer be having company of Madhav. Combined class especially the SNB class is most enjoyed class till date. A journey of last bench in Sanskrit class, KCA questions, HS jokes, GGK (kara kara madtare) dialogues, SG’s quiz competition, comedian RJK, 2 row beautiful girls, Prasanna’s PJ ,Shruti - Madhuri Dixit of our class , Stephu, St Joseph group and all who were with me and unforgettable BRV all have added to this spicy journey. Not to forget BJK. He used to comment on my inability to ride bicycle. One day I will show him for flying planes bicycle is not needed. Whenever I will see students standing for prayer I will remember we were standing in the class till Hemamalini BRV madam comes into class. Oh! God I can’t forget pin drop silence in her class and she looked like a beautiful devil to me.

In spite of all these I don’t want to return to Sagar. I can’t forget what happened to me here. I just want to forget R____. Except her episode everything has been tremendous joyful. . I wanted to say Sorry to her, but I don’t have that much guts to do so. I know my mistake and I will try not to repeat it. My best friends may have not come in difficult time including Abhilash, but I will take only positive memories to Ujire. May her memories won’t haunt me in near future.





This part I have written when I have been to Sagar to get my TC. It was one of the joyful innings of my life. And also I learnt how to move away with life if any thing comes in the middle. This part is one of the finest lines in my dairy. This was in very crude English and I have only changed to fit into the context.

Fear of loosing the Dearest one

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When life entered the crucial phase,
The mother of all the phase,
As if I was thinking to quit
You made me very easy to think,
Whether to concentrate on my career
Or to move with my friendship.

When I moved with my life
The life of uphill task
As If I was tired of trying
Your smile made me to go ahead
With my tough endeavors
To catch my goals and aim.

When I was on the first step
The step of series of failures
As If I was moving away from success
Your life inspired me to get up
With my weapon of imagination
To fight the spines and obstacles.

But now when I get the one chance
A chance of showing my desires,
As If I was clearing all my negatives back
Your death made me a helpless friend,
With all the love you have given to me
I failed to give it back at the end.

When I saw the Terror of Taj
The cruelest scene I have ever seen,
As if I was trying to forget you,
The faces of them made me to cry.
The innocent lives gone,
But we couldn’t do anything.

When the entire nation dipped in sorrow,
The faces were clearly saying.
As I can't control my emotions
Memories came breaking my tears.
I pray Fear of losing the dearest one
May not come to anyone.

This poem is dedicated to the victims of Taj attack by Terrorists and my dearest friend Akshata who died last year.

A innoscence I missed everytime

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I was on the non striker's end. Sachin Tendulkar was on striker's end. It is always pleasing to see Sachin bat. I was witnessing the 8th wonder of the world so near by. He was on 50 and I was still to open my account. I have already wasted 10 balls. He came close to me and told me nothing to worry. Play your natural game. It was Wasim Akram from the other end. I was sweating to see him at the other end. This time a bouncer from him, I hit it for six. Oh God I can’t believe it. It gave me full of confidence on my abilities. In next 30 balls I reached 98. What a wonder! So It was so close to my debut hundred. Who doesn’t want to achieve this feat alongside God of cricket? But my faith was totally different. She was moving near side screen. Oh! God what she is doing here? I couldn't concentrate and was clean bowled by Waqar yorker. "putta get up ", My sister voice hit my ears. Oh! God why didi also came to see my nervous ninety? As I was thinking about this, some one poured water on my face. As I got up I came to know that it was just a dream. Finally my nervous ninety dreams ended with my sister pouring water on my face. Even in my dreams P_____ coming.


Yesterday was Rakhi day. Whole school tied me rakhi. My right hand was full of rakhies. I was deliberately hiding from the scene. I didn’t want her to tie me rakhi. As I just passed the school gate, all my little sisters were holding rakhi. I was searching for her to see whether she will also tie me rakhi. She was not there. I just went to classroom. All my sisters including two little Ramya tied me rakhi. Suguna and all my classmates tied me. Thanks God she came and talked with me and disappeared with C______. I don’t know why I am thinking all these nonsense. But now a days in my dreams not only cricket and space comes but she is also coming. God please help me to overcome this. People have lot of expectation from me. Didi, Dad,. Mom everyone has lot of expectation. You just save me from this stupid nonsense thinking.

This was when I started writing dairy. In 7th standard I was writing diary in a raw manner. That was in Kannada and I have translated this into English and some words I have changed to beautify. Wonderful memories of my life. Today I laugh while reading these stuffs. In 7th standard only ............. . I never blocked my emotions. I thought let it flow like river of water so that my mind can peacefully enjoy the beauty of life. I named my Diary Honey and later it is changed to some persons name whom I became a big fan.