Fear of loosing the Dearest one

When life entered the crucial phase,
The mother of all the phase,
As if I was thinking to quit
You made me very easy to think,
Whether to concentrate on my career
Or to move with my friendship.

When I moved with my life
The life of uphill task
As If I was tired of trying
Your smile made me to go ahead
With my tough endeavors
To catch my goals and aim.

When I was on the first step
The step of series of failures
As If I was moving away from success
Your life inspired me to get up
With my weapon of imagination
To fight the spines and obstacles.

But now when I get the one chance
A chance of showing my desires,
As If I was clearing all my negatives back
Your death made me a helpless friend,
With all the love you have given to me
I failed to give it back at the end.

When I saw the Terror of Taj
The cruelest scene I have ever seen,
As if I was trying to forget you,
The faces of them made me to cry.
The innocent lives gone,
But we couldn’t do anything.

When the entire nation dipped in sorrow,
The faces were clearly saying.
As I can't control my emotions
Memories came breaking my tears.
I pray Fear of losing the dearest one
May not come to anyone.

This poem is dedicated to the victims of Taj attack by Terrorists and my dearest friend Akshata who died last year.